Trigger warning, suicide mentioned* I met you at 18, you were dating my roommate and I asked you why you were dating a girl?! You responded that you liked her and I laughed and told you I was pretty sure you didn’t like ANY… Continue Reading “An open letter to my soul mate, happy heavenly birthday Adam Fabulous…”
I have had such a headache all day and literally just threw up so violently it hurt. I want to blame the many, many choc chip cookies I consumed but to act like I don’t binge cookies on a regular basis and that could… Continue Reading “School holidays are over and the anxiety is high!”
Trigger warning – abuse mentioned* ‘Remember me when I’m gone’ This is the message she got when she went out with her best friend with a photo of him holding a knife to his wrist. Threatening suicide became his favourite control tactic and it… Continue Reading “Gaslighting – my best friends Abusive partner uses suicide as a control tactic.”
The next morning mummy was still crying and she told me that my daddy was a star now and that I wouldn’t see him for Christmas unless I looked to the sky, she told me through her tears and her quaking voice that I would never see you again because you had to go away.
Motherhood can get so fucking lonely! There, I said it! How often I get asked ‘but you have 4 kids, how can you feel lonely?! Whether I had 1, 4 or 45 kids the loneliness is not about being alone mums are never really… Continue Reading “Motherhood can be so lonely.”