Tag: #suicideawareness

Gaslighting – my best friends Abusive partner uses suicide as a control tactic.

Trigger warning – abuse mentioned* ‘Remember me when I’m gone’ This is the message she got when she went out with her best friend with a photo of him holding a knife to his wrist. Threatening suicide became his favourite control tactic and it…

A letter to my daddy, the brightest star in the sky. I love you too much.

The next morning mummy was still crying and she told me that my daddy was a star now and that I wouldn’t see him for Christmas unless I looked to the sky, she told me through her tears and her quaking voice that I would never see you again because you had to go away.

There’s plenty of room up the top for all of us!

It’s been about a month since I started blogging and I am so far from being at the top of the ladder, fuck I’m barely standing on the bottom rung looking up to all those I admire and that inspire me but I am…

It’s ok not to be ok.

For those of you who don’t know me and my story let me catch you up a little. I’m Christielee, A single mother of 4 girls from 4 – 14 (all born on 4’s eerily enough) and I am not always ok. I am…

Parenting Alone

I ummed and Ahhhed about posting this photo because it was such an emotional, exhausting moment between us that I truly wasn’t sure if I should share it but decided it needs to be spoken about. Last year on December 18th I received a…